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Lagi crash dengan beberapa orang akhir-akhir ini. Diomongin di belakang sama orang yang sudah dianggep teman sendiri, dijauhin, tiba-tiba nggak sejalan. Tiba-tiba kepikiran, kenapa semua bertingkah seperti shitty person? Include me? Why people keep talking other's business and even talking some shit BEHIND? Kalau aku sih, (after dibilang sok suci) nggak nyangkal that I do that sometimes and suddenly I felt like shit totally. Ternyata nggak guna dan nambah dosa aja. Aku disini, cuma mau bilang that Friends are everywhere, same ratio with the appearance of enemies. You need like a special glasses to watch it clear. Bestfriends, they're like diamonds. A super potion, super stone, know you personally, act like shit but you tolerate cause you love them, cause you know behind the shitty things, they have big heart to hear you. I mean not just hearing, but LISTENING to you. And family? Nothing compares with them. They just everything. They never do shit and if they did, yo...

Home means something to me. It always, but I just realize it more after I'm living in Semarang. Being far away more than 400 km, quite hard for the first time. Having some troubles in payment, should taking care of my own money, and the others. I find out that ngekos teaches me a lot than just about living. It teaches me how to take care of myself, someday if I have my own house. It teaches me a lot than just management. How to manage your room stay tidy, how to manage your income and outcome, how to make priority and others. Instead of that, I miss home, literally. I was being a full-time-stay-at-home kid since I was really kid, and I was feeling comfortable about that. I don't like go out too often, like to the mall, or having recreation with my friends. Yes, I am weird, but I''m okay with that. I feel way too comfortable with my home, so then, leaving it after so many years, well try to imagine it. But now, in my second year, I started to get used with it. I ...