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This is a kind of post that I won't tell people directly. Since I don't have too many readers, I will spill it here. I am totally in a crumbling session right now. I'm not as firm as something, I'm just as fragile as the crumble on top of the pie that your grandma might ever make it. In this situation, I felt so depressed. I'm trying to denial each day of my life like something isn't gonna happen well eventually it will happen as soon as possible. And in the wave of depression, I felt I was lost, I feel loneliness, like the urgency to have someone by my side. Then, I think about this: marriage. Marriage is sacral, something that is too beautiful to be true, which I hope someday it could be true, I just don't know when. I love weddings, marriage, seeing two people stand in front of altars, or sat together and having a wedding Akad. It's so magical when you take a vow in front of people, and in front of God Himself, telling Him, that you will tak...

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