“Let Somebody Go”

 I once ever liked someone. Love? Idk.

We talked in our own language, we laughed in our own humor wave, where people could not understand.

See the effect, when you connected with someone with you and him who could understand each other, somehow it felt so special right?

Now he’s married someone else, I don’t feel broken heart back then, but somehow, when I have no idea why I scrolled my old inbox and chats, his name appeared.

Re-read those midnight chats, the chats where I spoke randomly and silly, feels so silly right now, and he appeared the same, makes me…broken

I just wished, what if time turns back. What if, when he aske me to meetup, we literally met and talked about things?

What if I considered my feeling, again.

I remembered back on 2012 I guess, we got separated class and I wrote him a letter, a letter of goodluck, and a wish that he considered himself that for me, he is so special.

But coldplay said, “love is only equal to the pain”, so I guess..

my feeling now, even though it hurts like so, and when I cry when I wrote this…

That would pay all the memories, all the stories, all the laughed.

“ We had that kind of love
I thought that it would never end
Oh, my lover, oh, my other, oh, my friend
We talked around in circles and
We talked around and then

I loved you to the moon and back again..You gave everything this golden glow..Now turn off all the stars 'cause this I know…

That it hurts like so, to let somebody go”

It hurts like so when I let you go.

Forever missing you,

-Stella